Sixteen February O' Nine

Hello bloggers ;

2011-04-02T21:55:00.001+08:00

Hi, it's been long since I've updated my blog. It's really dusty. I really never updated my blog as w.e.f 1st April , I'm a fulltimer. Mepek. Busy with work and never update my blog for 5 months already. Its a record. Will be busy with Champs Challenge, blablabla. Hahahaha.

Beautiful .

2010-10-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

The song inside a tune ~

Dear readers ,
I have not been busy blogging as I am currently working like a fulltime . Haha .
Omigosh . I thought it's already 9pm , but it's only 2005 hours on this laptop clock .
Hehe -.-"
Oh ya , I'm just sharing w you that , I am happy that I have promoted to STAR .
Alhamdulillah Syukur kepada Allah .
:)
Fuck bored .
Always " cibai cibai " .
Hehehe :)
Okay , so I am going to HQ this Tuesday . I hope it's not making me any tired-ness this week .
With only one day off .
Fuck ,
I got Basic Food Hygiene Course this Tuesday as Albert put me there .
Hahahaha .
I was requesting for it long time ago ,
I love going to these courses ,
because I am so lazy to do MAKE .
Geeesssh . I forgot to watch GNT Hotel Man ,
Favs yaw !
5 THUMBS UP .
Will be watching ok .

Sweets & cookies crumble ;
Annisa & Alyif

Busy busy !

2010-10-09T16:40:00.003+08:00

There's so much to blog about aft all these while. Firstly, BUSY BUSY with work schedule. Aku keje macam FT dah sekarang. Pfft. Bodoh nak mampos. And this comes up like this bitch keeps on finding fault with me all the time. What wrong I do also I dont know. She's been seeing me as an enemy all the time and I hate the fact she did that always. She sucks alot , I tell you.

My boyfr and I had been busy keeping up with work and hardly have time fruitfully together. Leg had been aching vividly . Like what . And the stupid QA keeps coming everyday for this thing . Ingat apa, funfair ke ? HAHA . Hais .

2nd day of Raya!

2010-09-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

I aint coming to work next week. I am still down with sorethroat and rashes. Fvuk.
I am still at M'sia and I cant do much things.
Esk ada makan makan kat uma aku.
Pls, I hope you can make it Aliff.
I cook especially for you.

Bye sayang.
Iloveyou.

Fcuk young teenagers.

2010-09-10T00:52:00.001+08:00

I just find teenagers nowadays macam cikgu tak ajar ejaan atau spelling gitu. Mana punya step cute la nak type gini . Wasting energy nak type banyak - banyak . Ada ejaan betol - betol . Dia type gini :

" ohhwells. cowie if i didnt update ferh a few daes luh kns. hving sOme prOblem luhh seyy. well, i dont wana torkk bOut it oke. mye and bOifeyy alreadyy in gOod terms nOw.wee~! happie seyy.ohhya, yesterdae hari raye haji luh kns. gett tuh myte myne twincuziie seyy.mishhinqq dem lOrts luhh beb. haha. oke let's start. well. i sleep late on dhet particular dae luhh seyy. torkinqq otf wiit myne fuhwenns luh seyy. cOnference oii. gerekk siakk. budd nOrt as gerekk lyke tOrkingg wiit bOifeyy lorh. haha. tOrkingg otf wiit bOifeyy ish mOre gerekk taw. haha. i kindd off mishinqq torkinqq wiit bOifeyy luh kns. hOpe he noes dhet. tOrkk-torkk frOm 1plus && we hang up ard 3plus. best tuh best uhs. budd sLeepyy seyy. kuu naq tido dOrgg taq kasi seyy.pntat tOl. haha.otf wiit dem. i didnt torkk much. biase luh.
mishinqq dhe persOn i LOVE lorhh. haishh. afta hang up.i gO straight tuh sLeep, must bngOn pagi luh seyy. well, dha pagi luh kns. mama wakes mye up. haiyOo. kuu pehh susa naq bngon. haha. tuh luh kuu nyerhh beLo py tido lmbt. haha. wake up alreadyy den gOo bath. haha. cOol luh kns. if bOifeyy ader sbla akuu kns best. ble hugg2 akuu. hee. budd tuh badd. he pat umah dyerhh lorh. afta bath smuer
den eat breakfast ad dhe same tyme watch cartoon. hees. best seyy. lols. den ard 12 plus must siap2 gO cuzie's hse. i siappinqq dulukk luh kns. well. i siap lamer oke.
hoho. must makeup and all luh kns. it takes mye a longg tyme luh seyy. afta dOne wiit make up. we off tuh myne cuzie's hse. i cnt waet tuh myte
myne twincuzie oii. mishhinqq herr lorts! mish camwhOre wiit herr toos luh kns i jas adore herr luhh. in all myne cuzzins. i palingg rapat ish wiit shiqaa luhh. love herr soo muchh. (: ohhwells. over ad myne cuziees place. sungguh dhe mendak. haha. nuthinqq tuh doo luh sioots. i jas eat and watch tb onliee. boredd luh kns. myne twincuziee arrived late lorh. ard 3plus or 4 plus, twincuziee arrived ! wee~! happie seyy akuu. haha. we tork2 and all luh seyy. longg tyme no see each other mah. haha. ryndu liao. ohhwells she's myne swithartt luh kns. alwaes there ferh mye wen i nidd a listeningg earr. haha. ily luh shiqaa! budd i love bOifeyy mOre (: we tork-torkk smpai dha taqleii torkk luh kns. haha. den she wana camwhore luh. woohoo. favourite part akuu. haha. snap here, snap there. budd onliee 3 ish perfect luh kns. "

Okay lah semua . SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI .

couldnt keep it any longer

2010-08-28T01:53:00.002+08:00

hello readers;
its been long since i blogged.
today went to mcdonald and saw bob.
hahaha:)
then baby teman & talk to me all th way home.
thank you dear:)
ILYSVM.
hahaaa:)
nari tak puasa lagi, so that makes me three days tak puasa.
boohoooo!
next week, i'll be doing more on AM shift rather than coming to work at 11am or 12pm.
cause aunty chong is gg to CMP;
and Marvin is resigning.
this morning I had fun w Ramesh, Aunty & Clod.
We laughed the whole day today.
HAHAHAHA:)
okay lah.
bye.

Thk U for reminding bestfr.

2010-08-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yestd, this girl wants to play fire with me.
She said " Eh, Annisa you OT right? "
I said " Yah . why? "
She replied " Then why you stand there ? Do free labor ah? "
I told her back " Eh , you start workat 6pm , dont talk cb things with me. I started work from 11am , you know what I did or not ? You dont pretend to be sick ah . You rub your eyes till get red and say got sore eyes . "
She kept quiet and walk off , she throw her tantrum at me .
So what , she think she so big .
Aku tak dapat puasa dua hari . Wasted .
Tau macam gini , aku lah syaitan nya .
I got no off day for this week as not enough staffs .
Bodoh nya tempat .
Tapi alhamdullilah , gaji pun serba boleh .
Aku harap gaji next month , dapat lebih .
Hey Zyra , sorry ah aku tak dapat ikot korang gi berbuka sama-sama.
Aku kerja rabak ah .
Hahaha :)
Hmmm . So , I opened my a/c of FB .
There was this message . Like :
nisa, kau amc?? dh lame tk jumper korang kt pizza hut... aku rindu korang.. :):):) hope to meet ya all soon.. satu hari lepak pe?? kau plan ah.. :)
Apa hal sia?
Apa dia nak?

:)

2010-08-21T03:25:00.002+08:00

Standing in line to see the show tonight when there's light on. Heavy-glow.
Still cannot sleep. Time gini best kalau tak tydo.
I will be waking up at 11am later as I am not working today
& watching spongebob.
Next week roster will be damn great; I tell you.
Will be working the whole week like fcuk.
One day off - that is Saturday.
HAHAHA.
They shouldn't be bullshitting me about roster eh.
Sunday aku kerja means aku kerja.
Haha.

Aku dah sahur, sahur maggi jer.
Alhamdullilah, I managed to fast for the week fasting month.
Only a day unbearable pain.
Exempted lah katakan.

Okay, trying to get some sleep now.
Tata.

unknown tragedy

2010-08-21T02:38:00.005+08:00

Killing me softly.

Best day ever,

2010-08-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

Dear readers,
Last week Fatyn & I went to HQ for our STAR course.
It was hard though.
Hahaha.
But prac we managed to get competent.
Just waiting for theory.
Shhhhttt.
So far puasa ni, alhamdulillah.
Aku cuma buang satu hari aje.
Pasal uzur first day takleh tahan.
Hahaha.
Gaji aku macam cibay seh.
I only got 150 kerja everyday macam tu.
Aku tak dapat rasa duit gaji macamane pun.
Nasib baik esok off day.
Hees:)
Love you sayang.

Daily news but sad ones .

2010-08-15T12:10:00.002+08:00

Dear blogger,
I have been a good and nice girl this week since Ramadan started.
Yestd babylove and I went to Takashimaya to buy some things for myself.
Like going to Artfriend & The Better Toy Store.
We bought bangle, keychain, braided my hair, brush, and I forget something else ah.
HAHAHA.
Tapi kita buka puasa di rumah.
Aku takda ponteng puasa this five days straight.
Nari ingat nak gi kerja.
Tapi Albert kata takya, sebab cukup staff.
Nari babylove buka luar.
Sob ( T-T )
This week takda buka kat luar pun ngan dia pun.
Aku nak jugak buka luar dengan dia.
Tapi dia asyik cakap " nak buka rumah ".
Hm. Takpe lah, kalau dia taknak buka ngan aku pun takpe.
Lagi pun, dia TAK AKAN baca blog aku pun.
Dia tak akan update apape pun.
Haiz. Siapa lah aku ni.
Bila rasa nak jumpa, dia jumpa.
Bila taknak, dia taknak.
Aku taktau kenapa macam ni.
Sukati dia lah.
Dia nak beli itu ke ini .
Aku taktau la.
Dia taknak buka puasa dengan aku ke, taknak beli baju raya ke,
taknak sambut raya dengan aku pun, aku tak tau.
Biarkan la dia.

no time.

2010-08-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

happy fasting. im tired. thk u & bye!

080810

2010-08-08T14:25:00.002+08:00

Yea yea blog!

Today, mum and dad go Geylang to buy sipot sedot & gonggong. Yummy.

Cant wait to eat all of that later.

I just need some peace and tranquility for myself.

I am not in the mood for anything.

Noone messaging me nor call me.

Not referring to anyone heh -.-"

I just dont with one abstract painting & not done with colouring.

I dont feel like in the mood.

When I need help, noone's there.

Like, I am going broke for anything.

Anytime, I guess.

There's no use for me to move on and begging.

It's okay.

I'll find my own self.

My family are there to support me ALWAYS.

But dont come bugging at me, cause there's noone like my FAMILY.

I dont owe you a life, so shuddup.

My greatest sympathy.

2010-08-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

PAY HAS COME. I AM FREAKING HAPPY. I AM GONNA GIVE HIM SURPRISE TODAY. NOW WATCHING CHARLIE & CHOCOLATE FACTORY. HEEESSS:) I HOPE YOU LIKE IT SAYANG. IT'S A SMALL TOKEN FROM ME TO YOU AS A CONCERN THAT I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER. HEESSS:) ANOTHER 1 AND A HALF HOURS TIL BABY GO HOME. YAY!

BABY, MY LOVE FOR YOU NEVER ENDS. AND ANYWAY, MY COUSIN FROM MALAYSIA PASSED AWAY YESTD OF MOTORBIKE ACCIDENT. MUM TOLD ME HE DIED PEACEFULLY, WITH A WARM SMILE ALTHOUGH DORANG NAK KEBUMIKAN. INALILLAH.

" MUHAMMAD AL-FALAH , ALLAH LOVES YOU & YOU LOVE HIM TOO. :) " TAKECARE IN HEAVEN .

I JUST FEEL SAD THAT MY GRANDMA CANT SEE HIM BECAUSE OF MY STUPID UNCLE.

TAKPE NEK, SATU HARI DORANG AKAN DAPAT BALASAN :)
SMILE NENEK :) I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

Fatigue-ness.

2010-08-03T01:51:00.002+08:00

Baby,
It's so bored & tired without you.
Here's the list of what I miss you.
1- miss your messages.
2- miss your sexy voice.
3- miss your anger.
4- miss you pulling me infront of the crowd.
5- miss your tears.
6- miss your lectures.
7- miss you laughing at me.
8- miss you talking funny about me.
9- miss your face.
10- miss you fetching back from work.
11- miss you scratching my back.
12- miss your nerdy-ness.
13- miss you sleeping at my house.
14- miss you skating with my brother.
15- miss you playing guitar.
16- miss your shoulder for me to cry on.

Argh. I miss so much things about you & and anyways . Mak started to talk to me. Awww. Sweet kan? I brought her Personal Pan Trio Cheese & Big Bites whatever food I made for Fir and myself . Managed to get Pepsi Lite bfo heading home. Shitxz. I suck at typing at this laptop.
At work, I was really damn fedup with certain people. Washer didnt came and in the end, Kak Sue and me were left. Kak Sue did the wash and I had to close Pasta, Aux, Cut & Make table. Run CTP some more. Tired, but we finished our work at 1235hours. Then smoke & tahan cab. HEHE. okaylah. sleepy lah. love you babey. muacks.

WOOOO!

2010-08-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

JETOY MERCHANDISE ARE FCUKING AWESOME. IMMA GRAB THEM ONCE PAY IS IN!

Greetings

2010-08-01T12:56:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, for all muslim people out there. Ramadhan is coming, so HAPPY BERPUASA. Jaga diri sendiri, elak dari maksiat oke?
PAY DAY ! = This FRIDAY! So glad this Friday got pay.
Will be hitting the AirBender, Makanmakan & date with babylove;
Boleh kan sayang? Heeesssss:)

& Lastly ;

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

IT'S COLD AND RAINY. I HOPE YOU

BE INDEPENDANT ALWAYS.

SINGAPORE FOREVER.

& Macaulay Caulkin, Hottest jock .

But honestly, I love Abdullah Aliff more.

fcuk up!

2010-07-31T14:05:00.002+08:00

BORING TAU. BORING BORING AND ADD MORE BOREDNESS.

BADAN SAKIT MACAM NAK MAMPOS.
BORING GEDEGEK TAU TAK.
JAP AGI MAKAN UH. BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN TAU.
MALAS NAK GI KERJA.
GAJI LAMBAT MASOK.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN.
TIDO LAGI SYIOK................
FCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKK UPPPPPPPPPPP TAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

!@#$%^&*()_+<>?

300710

2010-07-30T19:13:00.001+08:00

MATAKU SAKIT, KAKI KU JERIT!
AWWWW.
TONIGHT GOT HGM CHEER. ADOIII.
DAH BALIK KUL EMPAT, KUL SEPULUH KENA KELUAR LAGI.
MALAS NYAAA.
MACAM NAK DUDUK RUMAH NAK REST!

OK, 5 PEOPLE WAS SELECTED FOR AREA CHALET.
YAHOOOO.
BUT SADLY, SOME ONLY CAN GO.
I AM PLANNING TO GO WITH FATIN.
HAHAHAHA.

OKLAH.
BABY DAH BOOK OUT.
LOVE YA ALL.

Baby.

2010-07-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

Okay, I am back blogging because today made me very very happy. FUN lah I tell you. It's confidential uh. Hahaha. And this stupid mudderfugger message me by the name of Khai, step mana peh cool jer message aku. Come on lah. Just tell me who you are. Dont beat around the bush.

Baby, it's your last week in camp and I am very happy for you finally. And you're posted to your division. Hehehe. I am reluctantly happy for you sayang. And I am waiting for you ; ALWAYS .

Work again. Penat siak. Ok lah. Gtg.

ARGGGGHHHHH!

2010-07-25T14:43:00.003+08:00

I had been waiting for my boyfr to call for the past three hours & there's no call from him at all. I just feel fcuked up staying at home. You see, adik aku tak alek dari madrasah since 12pm, I get the blame. WTH sia. My mum ask me to look for her in an angry tone, I told my mum, where to find her? Then she say " KAU SEMUA NYA TAK TAU, TAK BOLEH HARAP PUNYA ANAK! "

Apa seh aku buat sampai mak aku cakap gini, semua kemahuan dia, aku turut kan, kemas rumah, goreng ayam, masak, cuci baju, tapi ni akhirnya aku dapat. My heart sank very deeply bila aku dengar gitu. Aku tau lah, aku tak dapat tolong mak, tapi aku belum pekak and bisu. Aku tau lah hargai kau sebagai mak aku, lagi lagi kau mak kandung aku. Aku rasa macam nak nangis tau tak. Aku dah cakap siang siang yang aku nak main computer ni semua supaya kalau korang nak aku buat kerja, bilang lah siang siang. Nanti aku keluar, korang tau nak marah aku.
Aku balik kerja, korang selalu call aku balik siang. Bila aku balik siang, korang plak carik pasal dengan aku without a specific reason.

Aku anak korang. Aku ada maruah diri jugak, tapi korang fikir lah. Kemahuan korang, aku turutkan, aku ikut cakap korang. Korang nak duit, aku kasi. Apa aku tak kerja ke selama ni? Bila aku tak kerja, korang suruh aku pergi kerja. Bila aku kerja, suruh balik siang ( padahal aku selalu mintak full shift kerana nak earn extra money for the family that i am going to support ).

I just suck at this shit sia. Sakit sia kepala. Gigi wisdom aku sakit alek. Pening nya yang teramat sekali. Haiz. Aku nak tanggung bil, tanggung ni. Semua atas kepala aku. Aku nak gi clinic pun takde duit untuk simpan. Tau tau jer, duit aku dabes. Haiz, macamanalah aku nak topup ezlink nanti. Macamanelah aku nak simpan duit untuk emergency use?

people and their annoying things.

2010-07-22T01:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i wish this world with no woman.
sometimes, i wish this world only got cats;
how i wish this world doesnt exist money.

next week, baby not gonna book in at HTA.
out from CAMP.
yahoooo!

some people are born immature.
like; they think they're already matured, when they're not.
they are right, when im wrong.
i am not referring to you sayang.
i am referring to the people out there.
tak kira lah, kawan pizzahut or budak luar.

its the matter of truth and facts,
kadang kadang, life is unfair.
like now, my workplace.
macam attitude,
takleh bawak balik pasta lah.
personal pizza lah.
like, we get two viva slices.
and it doesnt matches one personal box.

oh shit.
i am working tomorrow and i'm not asleep yet.
pfft.
oklah.
gotta go.

very very fcuking tired.

2010-07-18T13:59:00.002+08:00

there's some pain in my muscles.

they ache and screaming for pain.

i cant walk normally,

but i will go limping and walk like old lady.

I wanna sent baby go back HTA.

but i have no strength to walk normally.

I am on shift for PH tomorrow.

I told the manager that I want long hours,

because I want to support baby for his finance.

for his expenses.

Support family and as I am the second solebreadwinner

for the family,

I may earn almost $700 per month.

I may be tired,

but the spirit of tiredness I had,

same goes for my dad.

My dad is even tired and wayyyy tired than I am.

We may work overtime,

but the spirit of tired should be put away.

" There's never been a moment I regret loving you "

Dearest babylove ; can I please get a hug and kiss before you leave? Can I utter some secrets and whisper before you go? Can I have our last moments before you proceed? I love you. I promise we won't break apart. And never be.

guilt is the biggest pain as ever.

2010-07-18T01:57:00.002+08:00

hello beloved blog , its been long since i update this dumb thing . baby been asking me , have i update the blog . ok , for you my baby , i will . HAHA .
today had a fight with baby . we went to T1 , TM , CS for jalan jalan . I feel like a jerk in front of baby , crying , arguing in front of many people . Pulling and pushing him away . Macam setan sia perangai aku . Baby , LOVE YOU . HAPPY 17TH MONTHSARY sayangku . Thanks for the Kappa Polo Tee , Kappa socks , KFC , cigarettes and whatever things you bought for me . Although we had a hard night , we managed to talk things out . I had no feelings of gulit in loving you or being your girlfriend . You know , actually , I am kinda sad that I fought with you . I had been pampered by you always . Perangai nbcb sia ANNISA . Better stop it you cb !
i wanna save money from now on , as my family had agreed to the situation they had already approved my relationship with Aliff . And they say , save money from now on as I am 19 not 9 years old to be spoonfeeding . I have been working like dog this week . And yestd , I work from 5AM til 9AM . Hahaha!
BABY. DARKMAGIC nak? HEHEHEHEEEEE. I am happy that we celebrate out 17th monthsary together as ever. LOVE YOU. Muacks.

dia milikku.

2010-07-04T19:05:00.003+08:00

memang benar akulah cinta hatinya
tiada guna kau menafikan segala
simpan saja mimpi mu untuk bersama
berundurlah dari nanti kau kecewa
maafkan diriku oh andai engkau terasa
ikhlas ku katakan niat ku yang suci
tidak perlu untuk kau merayu lagi
sememangnya banyak cinta yang menanti
dan andainya kau masih berkeras hati
jangan harap untuk ku mengalah pergi
memang benar ku katakan
dia milikku
biarpun kau mengganggu dia setia padaku
sudah jangan kau mencoba untuk memiliki
kerna dia tak semudah kau sangka
bukan sudah ku katakan
dia milikku
biar apa di kata dia tetap kan ku cinta
memang sukar di percaya harus kau terima
kerna hanya diriku berhak di atas cintanya
bukannya maksudku
terlanjur bicara
maafkan diriku
andai kau terasa
ikhlas ku katakan
niat ku yang suci
untuk pertahankan
percintaan ini

When I hear this song ; I feel like I am in the shoes of the singer . Whereby , someone try snatches or talk bad things about you at your boyfriend ; your boyfriend trusts you more than anyone else . Isn't it great ? Because I know , Aliff trusts me and that trusts I hold for him . You see ; once the trust is broken , noone wants to believe you . For some circumstances ; apology is the way that you can earn back that trust . If that person doesn't accept your apology , then what more he / she wants ?

I realised that Abdullah Aliff is the only person whom I can really cherised fruitfully. He's my star when there's the night sky . He's the rainbow during rain . My cloud to protect me from the sunshine . Oh , baby has booked in for camp . Same day again . I haveto wait for another 4 days and I'm fetching him back from camp on Friday . Or even go to HTA . Hahaha , prolly we have our dinner at PH CCK .

As of that , I am resuming back to work tomorrow after a week of MC . I didn't plan the roster as I am lack of ideas and I want to waste my time on work for that 4 days and Friday 11 to 5 pm and weekends ? OFF day . Hahaha .

Family is now busy watching tamil movie and I am the only one blogging since I am missing my babylove . Sob sob .

Aliff ; I miss you like fcuk .

not ok.

2010-07-02T02:18:00.001+08:00

I CANT SLEEP .

15 hours more .

INSOMNIA .

Asleep .

Help me baby!

MC one week .

2010-07-01T22:08:00.001+08:00

Baby on the phone with me right now .
Yestd , down with high fever .
Headaches & vomit .
Another 19 hours more .
Stay home a week already .

embarrased again .

2010-06-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hello readers ;

I am blogging again since noone is using the computer. I dont know why I like to cling around this lappy . Prolly I am bored . Been browsing thru several profiles but none were nice to view . Sob .

Gums and stitches were so in the verge of pain , but i am trying to tolerate it v v much . Iyma's last week at PH , i dont know what to buy as i am totally broke for the month of june . aiya .

baby's been in camp since fourth may til now and it's hard for us to cherish our time together with the time constriction that we both have :( p.s : love you baby . stay strong ok .

i really dont know what to do eversince i had this stitches on my gums. i cant eat properly, drink whatever i wanted and laugh as much as i can . with the swollen cheeks , i feel bad going out without anyone by my side . i am sticking to home as i had noone to talk to :(

you know what it feels like with some sort of distorted face ; one side drooping the other looks normal . oh , this night will be the embarrasing moment . one person told me " eh , muka lu asal senget ? kena pukul ah? " i hold up my cheeks and cover my face . wth , i dont need that type of comment . i know why is it like that , so dont be kaypoh la . you dont know how much pain i've been thorough by hearing the drilling sounds , scraping and doctors & nurses holding my jaw .

i tell you , the pain i went thru for this operation is hell one of a kind . i'll never enter the dentistry anymore , except for this saturday . so , takecare of your teeth while it's still okay . my wisdom gums are being stitched to my cheeks , so yeah . better takecare okay .

p.s : hey , whatever shitzx happens , i'll be there for you .

Sick .

2010-06-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hello:D

Baby messaged me but called me as early as 530am ; checking up on my condition . So very the touching . Hahaha ! Baby's now at Clementi Stadium just t watch bola with his NS mates since they're now in camp .

; Lapaaaaarrrr ! Grrrr .

My throat taste like smelly salts , Oh God . Make me recover faster .

Babylove ; I miss you .

* Thursday got date with Zyra (: After work I meet ya . With the pizza heh .

1 !

2010-06-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

i didnt managed to call baby as he is fast asleep.
my family and i finished watching "Pulau Hantu" ; i would rate it : 4.5/5
daddy helped me massaged my head.
my wisdom tooth still ache.
babylove, i miss you so much.
returning back to work on thursday.
mouth taste so salty :D
tak lama lagi , bill kene potong.
oklah. logging out.
gonna have some rest.

with love;

annisa.

operation .

2010-06-25T22:23:00.001+08:00

oh my )':

* scared *

sooner or later , i am going for operation for my tooth extraction .

i got wisdom tooth .

like so painful .

i am so scared .

tskt .

pray me for the best .

awakeness .

2010-06-23T02:04:00.004+08:00

shitzx happens sometimes , but its not the way it happen right ? you dont prepare it but it happens . i cant get my head off to sleep , i was on the silky website to check on some products . pay was like nbcb & i didnt manage to help him out . shift for today is fcuking awesome . eleven to four , like what . usually will end at five , but Buddy told me it's four . urgh .

babylove had been missing the things around me , like what i bought , written diary . i hope things get what they usually want , like bitches don't really being one .and jerks really face the truth rather than the truth hurts .

i dont know why this thing came about . it's like supposedly feels like dying and someone throbbing my heart . aww .

Dearest Abdullah Aliff , throughout this 16 months and a week , i love you with all my heart . no matter the distance , i want you to know that deep down inside of me . you are the droplets of my cloudy clouds . my Spongebob to his bestfr Patrick .

Dear , please . You helped me alot . Slept with me at hospital together when I fainted . Love me for who I am .

; you do , idiot .

2010-06-22T13:44:00.002+08:00

Hello readers ;

i am just kinda upset as yestd i fought with babylove ;
i am not going to work as i am still not there ;
bill payment hasn't been settled yet ;
you know that sucks big time ;
sir jojo has been giving me advise eversince he left PH ;
sir , i am going to miss all of your jokes & funny things ;
haha & thanks for being by my side eversince ;
i had been a sleeping beauty since saturday ;
i no more wake up as early as 10am ;
but 1pm is the latest ;
i miss watching spongebob shows ;
but what to do ;
sooner or later ; you'll regret what you do jerk .

Lonesome ):

2010-06-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

baby , i dont know why you want to put down the phone after i say i want to surf the net .
whats so wrong ?
until now , no return of your call .
sigh -.-"
hey zyra , if you're still tagging my blog , i wanna ask , where you get my link ?
you know , its kinda crazy .
haha .
i just find that being a lonesome is kinda cool .
noone can stop you , harm you .
but there's pros & cons for that .
like for example at work , some bitches are badmouth'd about you ,
you know what it feels like people badmouth'd about you .
and some people are close with you .
some of these things can be avoided if only I can prevent it .
i dont know . maybe climate changes or hormonal changes .
i maybe " good " or BAD .
i dont know , it's up to individual . probably .

~ 10mins later ~

baby , i miss you .
you're booking in 17 hours time , ohhhh .
i just feel so sad and lacking .
i need you by my side .
i willtake care of you . i promise you .
happy belated one year and four month anniversary my baby .
i love you with all my heart ,
no matter what shitzx happens , i will always love you .

Leaving .

2010-06-19T13:28:00.002+08:00

teenagers scare the leaving shit out of me .
yestd , CCK , Suntec , HGM & home .
KFC after that .
Don't test me .
Leaving for nursing soon .
Soon - :)
Cause people who create stories about me .
WTH did I do ?
C'mon ah , hate me ,tell me la .
Such bitches or jerks who dont have the guts .

Physically and mentally unwell !

2010-05-29T12:43:00.002+08:00

Dear readers ;

I won't post some blogs from now onwards as I'm critically on the verge of pain . Pls , don't ask me why it'd happened . Or telling me why I'm holding back those secrets . I just want to be with him . Pls oh! Allah , if you let me die , I'm willing to follow you , as my path of light has been darken . Blood stains on my hands , I never want to see it again . If I were to leave you baby , please takecare of yourself . I am just on the verge of pain / trauma . Takecare people . I love you .

nysa thinks twice

2010-05-23T04:11:00.003+08:00

Hey people ; Annisa here . I just came back from a fight with baby . We did settle things up and out , but it's okay (: I did cry and I went berserk with baby when I fought with him . I didn't know what happened to him , he punches the wall and the table , but I went silent .

Then , we proceed to 711 , to buy MMLM things , it's kinda funny but it's so loving . HA HA ! Baby talked to me , I did felt touched . But sometimes I felt pissed off with him , but no matter what , he's still mine . I don't know my heart is so soft that I easily get pleased by someone and forgave them . hmph !

I hate being a FACEBOOK-ER anymore . Pls .

p.s : i hate being controlled , i hate being pester , i hate showing off , i hate showing face

17-05-10

2010-05-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

I just came back from work and yet now I am at home . So fcuking bored ! I feel like finding another spare job to cover my expenses like handphone bills , aloowance money . HA HA . I am so fcuking lethargic that I do not have ample rest although I had my 2 days OFF . Now just blogging in , doing nothing . Tskt .

Yestd I went to CCK to sent sayang to his camp back . OMG . I can see through his eyes that he is crying out , but I just couldn't see his tears falling down . And then I went to LOT1 to window shopping . I don't hear anything from the outside as I was listening to songs .

Then I went out to CP to have dinner and off to AMK to have my last supper(:

Lastly head home . Thank you .

It's now or never

2010-05-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

Hiya readers , it's been awhile since I've updated my blog . Whaa ~ It's freaking long days . Babylove has been in camp since 4th May . OMFG . I missed him so much . REALLY .

Cousin had been sending me back home since he got his bike license & bike . HAHA . And he's been a veryvery nice one to me . No worries I'm fine . Work at PH has been really pathetic to me . I've been to work only a day and last week only some days I'm working at it . Pay must be veryvery hectic nowadays . I hope things go well . REALLY .

OH MY GAWD , i miss you Aliff . Seriously & I miss you too baby . I hope kita kekal lama . Muacks .

120410

2010-04-13T02:50:00.002+08:00

Hello , now It's my off day so I can't rest properly as I am going for my IWG course for 4 days with Jenny, JhoAnn, Fatin & myself . Aww, the course was conducted by Sir Jamir / Jamil ( ?IDK? ) HAHA .

Okay , this week , I am having 3 days off OFFICIALLY but sayang last day is gonna be this Thursday . So I am on my own and not begging on his knees . INDEPEDANT eh . Haha .

Yestd afternoon , met my lesb partner at HGM , eat KFC and ONLY I , Annisa , SMOKE eh . Believe me , I am the only one . Then she sent me till MRT and she went back home . Thats what I know . Thanks partner . One day lepak lepak lagi heh . Pape message aku . HAHA .

Okay , logging out soon . Have to log out from Plaza & Farhan is sending me back . Thanks pal . Owe you petrol fare . HOHO :D

P.S " Baby is busy watching yoyo vids , wont bother much . Love you sayang .

SHOULD I MOVE ON OR QUIT ?

2010-04-07T01:30:00.002+08:00

I HATE HEARING NOISES. PLEASE , I DO CARE ABOUT MY HEALTH , WHAT YOU PEOPLE THINK IS YOURSELF . DAMN FUCKING SELFISH . FCUKING ARROGANT BASTARDS .

YOU JUST PISSED ME OFF ALOT .

Logically UNDERSTOOD ]:

2010-03-31T02:11:00.003+08:00

Hi people [: Currently I am updating since I just came back from work with a goodfriend of mine [: Siapa lagi kalau bukan mamat yang panggil aku Teletubbies ? HAHA . Today , was my 1st day of BOH , I was TOTALLY SLOW , but I paced myself for speed since it was not busy . HOHO , I havent gone for my XRAY , but Ghai was to accompany me , so I declined his offer and said that I am going with my mum . Hais . [: Good friend indeed . Okay lah , will be logging off alr . Wanna talk to my baby [:

HGM PH - FCUK YEAH ~

2010-03-29T13:52:00.003+08:00

I LOVE THIS FREAKING PEOPLE ! REALLY , THEY ARE MY HEART AT WORK . WITHOUT THEM , MY LIFE AT WORK IS AT MISERY ! :]

Hey Ziraa :] I am so touched with what you blog , ingat gambar ni ? KEKEK kan bila teringatkita punya riddles , lame jokes and benda benda kelakar . Kau ingat joke yang paling merepek ? " BANYAK BANYAK DOUGH , DOUGH APA JUAL 60sen ? " HAHAHAHAHA ! Itu perangai siak uh .

Ziraa :] Hey , it's nice lepak dengan kau , although I can be some fcuking ass to gurau kurang ajar with you . But hey , aku will stay at HGM PH just to get in contact with you . I love my HGM PH girlfriends and boyfriends . HAHA . And for Safwan nya case , it's okay . As long as kau tau jaga diri , and I'm fine with it .

Hey HGM PH people , I LOVE ALL OF YOU .

Babylove , I love you with all my life , without you , I feel insecure , I am going to miss you when you go for NS . I hope you takecare of yourself baby .

Friend is the ship you worth the ride ; once sinks , everything goes down the drain .

Is it real ?

2010-03-27T18:30:00.002+08:00

it's wierd when things get out of hand ,

and people knows about it .

sorry love , you're my only hope .

i've finished reading my 24th comics of Archie's

Double Digest at nenek's house .

Fuuuhh . Luckily .

I am so freaking bored at home that

I asked my dad to buy XBOX games

for home . Oh , boring !

Currently , I am so happy

that I am going for a course

that is so upcoming .

I am gonna be a fulltime

& you know what hurts being a fulltime ?

TIRED , FULLSTOP .

Okay , gonna log off soon .

Heading back to Singapore later .

Actually now at Malaysia .

Laptop orang . Haha .

OH !

2010-03-23T22:33:00.001+08:00

Oh , how much I love you .

I love you .

I am loving you .

I swear . Yay !

I'm back .

2010-03-22T02:44:00.002+08:00

Hello readers . I'm back with blogging . I really dont know what to blog as I am really tired after work today . I didnt want to go home so early as I had plans . HAHA . Wah , FULLTIME is so really freaking tired .

Haha ! I have not been spending time with sayang , I think maybe some day I will blog . Pray hard I have not forgetten all of you .

All of the time , I have been laughing around & lepaking with the PH crews . Really , they were there for me all the time . I spent most of the time with girl-friends of PH HGM . I tell you . Break their heart , I break ya face . Hahaha .

Dapat gaji seh , I bought hp for baby . It cost $938 with my savings money . Oww . Many people were amused gitu .

Hey Ziraaa ! IMYSM lah bila kau tak work . Pls come back and work :D

UPDATE SOON .

2010-03-18T14:55:00.001+08:00

I PROMISE , I WILL UPDATE SOON . DURING MY OFF DAY .

- I MISS MY OLD BLOG , :'( -

Missed by me .

2010-03-12T15:50:00.002+08:00

I am having a RD today since I've been freakingly working for weeks with no RD . Haha . OFFICIALLY done . I made so many friends at PH HGM , and they are really the best type which I can depend on . HAHA .

I made friends with Hidayat , Wan , Hamimah , Fatin , Azirah , Hafiz , Ferdy , Aunty Chong , Aunty Doris , Kak Nisha , Albert , Jojo , and etc . ( Sorry for whose names I didnt mention . )

They are really helpful since RBD had started . Marketing directors are also there to help , AM also helped . Laughing moments and sad moments were there too .

MATCHMAKING had starts since RBD has started . With Yat & Hamimah , people had been teasing them since . HAHA .

I won't be blogging much as I am really tired and need my rest . Will strike some Archie's though . Haha .

YAHOOOO !

2010-02-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

I am so fuckingly HAPPY + ELATED + EXCITED ! I got a part-time job at Hougang Mall ! OMFG . I wanna thank my ~~friends~~ ,mummy , daddy and babylove for supporting me throughout my entire life . They were there to support me after graduation , after work or before work . They cared for me throughout my " unemployed " time & they are my backbone till now . Love them many many lah =)

I had this job interview today with A.E / ~~Nisha~~ . At first , I came with a " nervous " smile , but babylove was there for me . He told A.E that it was me who wants the job interview . HAHA , thank you sayang for supporting me . And today I had LAN gaming with sayang . I can't wait to tell babylove about the interview . LOL'd .

And someone , one thing you thanked me , and i should say " YOU'RE WELCOME ! " haha . cause you told me that your " ex-fiancee" or your " daydream ex-fiancee " messaged the whole contacts of you iPhone . So , it's a " you're welcome right ? You owe me one THANKS again and again . WAKE UP LAH . NI MASA BUKAN UNTUK BERANGAN UNTUK IMPRESS KAN ORANG YANG KAU FIKIR KAU PATUT BODOHKAN . KAU MSG-ED MATAIR AKU , KAU BILANG KAU GI LUAR NEGERI NAK BELAJAR , APASAL KAU MASIH KAT SINGAPORE ?

Haha , look here DOUCHEBAG . Think before fooling me , OK ! I made my words clear .

Babies - ANIMALS & HUMANS .

2010-02-08T01:42:00.003+08:00

KITTENS .
BABY GIRL .

BABY KITS .

BABY CHICKS .

BABY PENGUINS .

AREN'T THEY ATROCIOUSLY CUTE ? -.-"

LOVE LOVE .

Learning sessions .

2010-02-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

Firstly , I wanna saya a very very good very afternoon to all those who's reading my blog . =) My babylove is the one who would be reading it , who else does huh ? And puh-lease . He's typically MINE. Haha .

I wanna ask babylove's permission on something .

" Bie , do you mind we go on skate adventures ? Since you sk8 , prolly you can right ? I dont mind lending brother's skateboard since he's busy with work & etc ..
" Bie , wanna go on a rollercoaster ride one day ? I don't mind going far for it . You ? "
" Bie , let's wrestle ! "
" Bie , are you happy that whatever happens between us , we managed it nicely ? "

I hope you do answers all my questions . Love you babay !

nysalyif's day out .

2010-02-07T03:01:00.003+08:00

baby bought BFMV three quarter shirt & skinny jeans .
bought me starhub simcard .
gave me extra money .
made me a keychain with our names carved .
brought me jalan jalan .
and MAKE ME HAPPY & LAUGH ALL DAY .
Lastly , Bie , THANKS FOR THE GIFT .
Whatever happens , I LOVE YOU .
Finally : Happy 1st Anniversary ABDULLAH ALIFF .

out !

2010-02-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

I AM MEETING BABYLOVE LATERRRRR!

CAN'T WAIT TO GO JALAN2 WITH SAYANG!!!

BIEE...

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!

I find that chicken-ed out .

2010-02-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

I won't say hello nor I will say hi . I am not new to blogger as I have to delete my old account due to a lady was ransacking my relationship with him . So for that , I don't bother much . And as for that , if you're not happy with me , come on lah . Be MATURED . Face me la . Are you a big chicken ? What ?! I can't hear you .

Maybe you're just it . My kindness , you treated it as a weakness . Whatever you said , I trust . Whatever you treat me , I owe you . But what the fuck of the world you are trying to be ? Bullshit . Maybe you do eat the shit of the bulls . HAHA . You wanna a piece of me ? Come , I'll give this piece of advise to you . If what you say is true , why hide the things you say ? Huh , big piece of douchebag you are . Feel yourself not a chicken the goes talk-cock-a-doodle-doooo~

Haha . Why not happy ? Like people say : NOT HAPPY SAY LAH . Don't talk-cock like you've always do . Cry with all your might , I don't give a damn care , show me your attitude that like one-big-impression you think I'll care ? Oh , please . You're wrong man .