I won't post some blogs from now onwards as I'm critically on the verge of pain . Pls , don't ask me why it'd happened . Or telling me why I'm holding back those secrets . I just want to be with him . Pls oh! Allah , if you let me die , I'm willing to follow you , as my path of light has been darken . Blood stains on my hands , I never want to see it again . If I were to leave you baby , please takecare of yourself . I am just on the verge of pain / trauma . Takecare people . I love you .