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Monday, June 28, 2010 9:29 PM
embarrased again .
♥Hello readers ;
I am blogging again since noone is using the computer. I dont know why I like to cling around this lappy . Prolly I am bored . Been browsing thru several profiles but none were nice to view . Sob . Gums and stitches were so in the verge of pain , but i am trying to tolerate it v v much . Iyma's last week at PH , i dont know what to buy as i am totally broke for the month of june . aiya .
baby's been in camp since fourth may til now and it's hard for us to cherish our time together with the time constriction that we both have :( p.s : love you baby . stay strong ok .
i really dont know what to do eversince i had this stitches on my gums. i cant eat properly, drink whatever i wanted and laugh as much as i can . with the swollen cheeks , i feel bad going out without anyone by my side . i am sticking to home as i had noone to talk to :(
you know what it feels like with some sort of distorted face ; one side drooping the other looks normal . oh , this night will be the embarrasing moment . one person told me " eh , muka lu asal senget ? kena pukul ah? " i hold up my cheeks and cover my face . wth , i dont need that type of comment . i know why is it like that , so dont be kaypoh la . you dont know how much pain i've been thorough by hearing the drilling sounds , scraping and doctors & nurses holding my jaw .
i tell you , the pain i went thru for this operation is hell one of a kind . i'll never enter the dentistry anymore , except for this saturday . so , takecare of your teeth while it's still okay . my wisdom gums are being stitched to my cheeks , so yeah . better takecare okay .
p.s : hey , whatever shitzx happens , i'll be there for you .
7:04 PM
Sick .
♥Hello:D Baby messaged me but called me as early as 530am ; checking up on my condition . So very the touching . Hahaha ! Baby's now at Clementi Stadium just t watch bola with his NS mates since they're now in camp . ; Lapaaaaarrrr ! Grrrr . My throat taste like smelly salts , Oh God . Make me recover faster . Babylove ; I miss you . * Thursday got date with Zyra (: After work I meet ya . With the pizza heh .
Sunday, June 27, 2010 11:56 PM
1 !
♥- i didnt managed to call baby as he is fast asleep.
- my family and i finished watching "Pulau Hantu" ; i would rate it : 4.5/5
- daddy helped me massaged my head.
- my wisdom tooth still ache.
- babylove, i miss you so much.
- returning back to work on thursday.
- mouth taste so salty :D
- tak lama lagi , bill kene potong.
- oklah. logging out.
- gonna have some rest.
with love; annisa.
Friday, June 25, 2010 10:23 PM
operation .
♥oh my )':
* scared *
sooner or later , i am going for operation for my tooth extraction . i got wisdom tooth . like so painful . i am so scared . tskt . pray me for the best .
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 2:04 AM
awakeness .
♥ shitzx happens sometimes , but its not the way it happen right ? you dont prepare it but it happens . i cant get my head off to sleep , i was on the silky website to check on some products . pay was like nbcb & i didnt manage to help him out . shift for today is fcuking awesome . eleven to four , like what . usually will end at five , but Buddy told me it's four . urgh . babylove had been missing the things around me , like what i bought , written diary . i hope things get what they usually want , like bitches don't really being one .and jerks really face the truth rather than the truth hurts . i dont know why this thing came about . it's like supposedly feels like dying and someone throbbing my heart . aww .  Dearest Abdullah Aliff , throughout this 16 months and a week , i love you with all my heart . no matter the distance , i want you to know that deep down inside of me . you are the droplets of my cloudy clouds . my Spongebob to his bestfr Patrick . Dear , please . You helped me alot . Slept with me at hospital together when I fainted . Love me for who I am .
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 1:44 PM
; you do , idiot .
♥Hello readers ; - i am just kinda upset as yestd i fought with babylove ;
- i am not going to work as i am still not there ;
- bill payment hasn't been settled yet ;
- you know that sucks big time ;
- sir jojo has been giving me advise eversince he left PH ;
- sir , i am going to miss all of your jokes & funny things ;
- haha & thanks for being by my side eversince ;
- i had been a sleeping beauty since saturday ;
- i no more wake up as early as 10am ;
- but 1pm is the latest ;
- i miss watching spongebob shows ;
- but what to do ;
- sooner or later ; you'll regret what you do jerk .
Sunday, June 20, 2010 2:03 AM
Lonesome ):
♥- baby , i dont know why you want to put down the phone after i say i want to surf the net .
- whats so wrong ?
- until now , no return of your call .
- sigh -.-"
- hey zyra , if you're still tagging my blog , i wanna ask , where you get my link ?
- you know , its kinda crazy .
- haha .
- i just find that being a lonesome is kinda cool .
- noone can stop you , harm you .
- but there's pros & cons for that .
- like for example at work , some bitches are badmouth'd about you ,
- you know what it feels like people badmouth'd about you .
- and some people are close with you .
- some of these things can be avoided if only I can prevent it .
- i dont know . maybe climate changes or hormonal changes .
- i maybe " good " or BAD .
- i dont know , it's up to individual . probably .
~ 10mins later ~ baby , i miss you . you're booking in 17 hours time , ohhhh . i just feel so sad and lacking . i need you by my side . i willtake care of you . i promise you . happy belated one year and four month anniversary my baby . i love you with all my heart , no matter what shitzx happens , i will always love you .
Saturday, June 19, 2010 1:28 PM
Leaving .
♥- teenagers scare the leaving shit out of me .
- yestd , CCK , Suntec , HGM & home .
- KFC after that .
- Don't test me .
- Leaving for nursing soon .
- Soon - :)
- Cause people who create stories about me .
- WTH did I do ?
- C'mon ah , hate me ,tell me la .
- Such bitches or jerks who dont have the guts .
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