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Saturday, July 31, 2010 2:05 PM
fcuk up! ♥BORING TAU. BORING BORING AND ADD MORE BOREDNESS. BADAN SAKIT MACAM NAK MAMPOS. BORING GEDEGEK TAU TAK. JAP AGI MAKAN UH. BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN TAU. MALAS NAK GI KERJA. GAJI LAMBAT MASOK. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. BOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN. TIDO LAGI SYIOK................ FCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKK UPPPPPPPPPPP TAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. !@#$%^&*()_+<>?
Friday, July 30, 2010 7:13 PM
300710 ♥MATAKU SAKIT, KAKI KU JERIT! AWWWW. TONIGHT GOT HGM CHEER. ADOIII. DAH BALIK KUL EMPAT, KUL SEPULUH KENA KELUAR LAGI. MALAS NYAAA. MACAM NAK DUDUK RUMAH NAK REST! OK, 5 PEOPLE WAS SELECTED FOR AREA CHALET. YAHOOOO. BUT SADLY, SOME ONLY CAN GO. I AM PLANNING TO GO WITH FATIN. HAHAHAHA. OKLAH. BABY DAH BOOK OUT. LOVE YA ALL.
Sunday, July 25, 2010 8:53 PM
Baby. ♥Okay, I am back blogging because today made me very very happy. FUN lah I tell you. It's confidential uh. Hahaha. And this stupid mudderfugger message me by the name of Khai, step mana peh cool jer message aku. Come on lah. Just tell me who you are. Dont beat around the bush. Baby, it's your last week in camp and I am very happy for you finally. And you're posted to your division. Hehehe. I am reluctantly happy for you sayang. And I am waiting for you ; ALWAYS . Work again. Penat siak. Ok lah. Gtg.
2:43 PM
ARGGGGHHHHH! ♥I had been waiting for my boyfr to call for the past three hours & there's no call from him at all. I just feel fcuked up staying at home. You see, adik aku tak alek dari madrasah since 12pm, I get the blame. WTH sia. My mum ask me to look for her in an angry tone, I told my mum, where to find her? Then she say " KAU SEMUA NYA TAK TAU, TAK BOLEH HARAP PUNYA ANAK! " Apa seh aku buat sampai mak aku cakap gini, semua kemahuan dia, aku turut kan, kemas rumah, goreng ayam, masak, cuci baju, tapi ni akhirnya aku dapat. My heart sank very deeply bila aku dengar gitu. Aku tau lah, aku tak dapat tolong mak, tapi aku belum pekak and bisu. Aku tau lah hargai kau sebagai mak aku, lagi lagi kau mak kandung aku. Aku rasa macam nak nangis tau tak. Aku dah cakap siang siang yang aku nak main computer ni semua supaya kalau korang nak aku buat kerja, bilang lah siang siang. Nanti aku keluar, korang tau nak marah aku. Aku balik kerja, korang selalu call aku balik siang. Bila aku balik siang, korang plak carik pasal dengan aku without a specific reason. Aku anak korang. Aku ada maruah diri jugak, tapi korang fikir lah. Kemahuan korang, aku turutkan, aku ikut cakap korang. Korang nak duit, aku kasi. Apa aku tak kerja ke selama ni? Bila aku tak kerja, korang suruh aku pergi kerja. Bila aku kerja, suruh balik siang ( padahal aku selalu mintak full shift kerana nak earn extra money for the family that i am going to support ). I just suck at this shit sia. Sakit sia kepala. Gigi wisdom aku sakit alek. Pening nya yang teramat sekali. Haiz. Aku nak tanggung bil, tanggung ni. Semua atas kepala aku. Aku nak gi clinic pun takde duit untuk simpan. Tau tau jer, duit aku dabes. Haiz, macamanalah aku nak topup ezlink nanti. Macamanelah aku nak simpan duit untuk emergency use?
Thursday, July 22, 2010 1:34 AM
people and their annoying things. ♥sometimes, i wish this world with no woman. sometimes, i wish this world only got cats; how i wish this world doesnt exist money. next week, baby not gonna book in at HTA. out from CAMP. yahoooo! some people are born immature. like; they think they're already matured, when they're not. they are right, when im wrong. i am not referring to you sayang. i am referring to the people out there. tak kira lah, kawan pizzahut or budak luar. its the matter of truth and facts, kadang kadang, life is unfair. like now, my workplace. macam attitude, takleh bawak balik pasta lah. personal pizza lah. like, we get two viva slices. and it doesnt matches one personal box. oh shit. i am working tomorrow and i'm not asleep yet. pfft. oklah. gotta go.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 1:59 PM
very very fcuking tired. ♥ there's some pain in my muscles. they ache and screaming for pain. i cant walk normally, but i will go limping and walk like old lady. I wanna sent baby go back HTA. but i have no strength to walk normally. I am on shift for PH tomorrow. I told the manager that I want long hours, because I want to support baby for his finance. for his expenses. Support family and as I am the second solebreadwinner for the family, I may earn almost $700 per month. I may be tired, but the spirit of tiredness I had, same goes for my dad. My dad is even tired and wayyyy tired than I am. We may work overtime, but the spirit of tired should be put away. " There's never been a moment I regret loving you " Dearest babylove ; can I please get a hug and kiss before you leave? Can I utter some secrets and whisper before you go? Can I have our last moments before you proceed? I love you. I promise we won't break apart. And never be.
1:57 AM
guilt is the biggest pain as ever. ♥hello beloved blog , its been long since i update this dumb thing . baby been asking me , have i update the blog . ok , for you my baby , i will . HAHA . today had a fight with baby . we went to T1 , TM , CS for jalan jalan . I feel like a jerk in front of baby , crying , arguing in front of many people . Pulling and pushing him away . Macam setan sia perangai aku . Baby , LOVE YOU . HAPPY 17TH MONTHSARY sayangku . Thanks for the Kappa Polo Tee , Kappa socks , KFC , cigarettes and whatever things you bought for me . Although we had a hard night , we managed to talk things out . I had no feelings of gulit in loving you or being your girlfriend . You know , actually , I am kinda sad that I fought with you . I had been pampered by you always . Perangai nbcb sia ANNISA . Better stop it you cb ! i wanna save money from now on , as my family had agreed to the situation they had already approved my relationship with Aliff . And they say , save money from now on as I am 19 not 9 years old to be spoonfeeding . I have been working like dog this week . And yestd , I work from 5AM til 9AM . Hahaha! BABY. DARKMAGIC nak? HEHEHEHEEEEE. I am happy that we celebrate out 17th monthsary together as ever. LOVE YOU. Muacks.
Sunday, July 4, 2010 7:05 PM
dia milikku. ♥ memang benar akulah cinta hatinya tiada guna kau menafikan segala simpan saja mimpi mu untuk bersama berundurlah dari nanti kau kecewa maafkan diriku oh andai engkau terasa ikhlas ku katakan niat ku yang suci tidak perlu untuk kau merayu lagi sememangnya banyak cinta yang menanti dan andainya kau masih berkeras hati jangan harap untuk ku mengalah pergi memang benar ku katakan dia milikku biarpun kau mengganggu dia setia padaku sudah jangan kau mencoba untuk memiliki kerna dia tak semudah kau sangka bukan sudah ku katakan dia milikku biar apa di kata dia tetap kan ku cinta memang sukar di percaya harus kau terima kerna hanya diriku berhak di atas cintanya bukannya maksudku terlanjur bicara maafkan diriku andai kau terasa ikhlas ku katakan niat ku yang suci untuk pertahankan percintaan ini When I hear this song ; I feel like I am in the shoes of the singer . Whereby , someone try snatches or talk bad things about you at your boyfriend ; your boyfriend trusts you more than anyone else . Isn't it great ? Because I know , Aliff trusts me and that trusts I hold for him . You see ; once the trust is broken , noone wants to believe you . For some circumstances ; apology is the way that you can earn back that trust . If that person doesn't accept your apology , then what more he / she wants ? I realised that Abdullah Aliff is the only person whom I can really cherised fruitfully. He's my star when there's the night sky . He's the rainbow during rain . My cloud to protect me from the sunshine . Oh , baby has booked in for camp . Same day again . I haveto wait for another 4 days and I'm fetching him back from camp on Friday . Or even go to HTA . Hahaha , prolly we have our dinner at PH CCK . As of that , I am resuming back to work tomorrow after a week of MC . I didn't plan the roster as I am lack of ideas and I want to waste my time on work for that 4 days and Friday 11 to 5 pm and weekends ? OFF day . Hahaha . Family is now busy watching tamil movie and I am the only one blogging since I am missing my babylove . Sob sob . Aliff ; I miss you like fcuk .
Friday, July 2, 2010 2:18 AM
not ok. ♥ I CANT SLEEP . 15 hours more . INSOMNIA . Asleep . Help me baby!
Thursday, July 1, 2010 10:08 PM
MC one week . ♥
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autobiography,  Blissfully attached to Abdullah Aliff. We are one of a kind couples living in the LionCity, been together happy although there's some tiffs between us. But no such words like breaking up between us anymore. Geddit?
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