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Monday, June 28, 2010 9:29 PM
embarrased again .
♥Hello readers ;
I am blogging again since noone is using the computer. I dont know why I like to cling around this lappy . Prolly I am bored . Been browsing thru several profiles but none were nice to view . Sob . Gums and stitches were so in the verge of pain , but i am trying to tolerate it v v much . Iyma's last week at PH , i dont know what to buy as i am totally broke for the month of june . aiya .
baby's been in camp since fourth may til now and it's hard for us to cherish our time together with the time constriction that we both have :( p.s : love you baby . stay strong ok .
i really dont know what to do eversince i had this stitches on my gums. i cant eat properly, drink whatever i wanted and laugh as much as i can . with the swollen cheeks , i feel bad going out without anyone by my side . i am sticking to home as i had noone to talk to :(
you know what it feels like with some sort of distorted face ; one side drooping the other looks normal . oh , this night will be the embarrasing moment . one person told me " eh , muka lu asal senget ? kena pukul ah? " i hold up my cheeks and cover my face . wth , i dont need that type of comment . i know why is it like that , so dont be kaypoh la . you dont know how much pain i've been thorough by hearing the drilling sounds , scraping and doctors & nurses holding my jaw .
i tell you , the pain i went thru for this operation is hell one of a kind . i'll never enter the dentistry anymore , except for this saturday . so , takecare of your teeth while it's still okay . my wisdom gums are being stitched to my cheeks , so yeah . better takecare okay .
p.s : hey , whatever shitzx happens , i'll be there for you .
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